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sorry for horribly depressing entries my gawd... U love and u lose it sucks but move on. ^.^ still single now and im proud of it :D ive been focusing on myself from then on and getting my life together before i rush into love again. i love being in love dont get me wrong but i wanna love myself first. I got lots of plans. getting a SD dollfie girl get a car a place of my own. get school done get a nice job and then all the lovey shit can happen ahaha tho it never seems to go that easy...oh well im happy to be me and if none wants to be with me so be it. if they do then so be it. im happy surrounding myself in my dorkiness like tamagotchis, cosplay,anime and video games. sorrry to make everyone all down when they read my stupid girly entries! but its ok forget about em! if u wanna know mroe about me goto
www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith
or look me on facebook
Britani Farley
:DD PEACE!!!!
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| yay im 21 |
[27 Dec 2007|11:20am] |
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now i can buy the alcohol and forget everything for a little while...
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[27 Dec 2007|11:10am] |
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another day another heart broken. im starting out this new year alone. i dont hate him for leaving me. i do understand why. i know theres not a damn thing i can do to hold onto this love. jsut sucks when i try so fucking hard to love someone and finally let them love me. what does love mean anyway? it only means to give your heart to the fullest and hold tight to ever precious memory. dont waste life dont waste the time you have with others. im scared im just scared ill stay this way forever. i know its not true i just feel my absolute lowest... i wana hide ina dark box and never come out. its not fair that the most precious things have to be ripped from me just because of life. i know he'll be busy i know there wont be any time for me. i know hes not ready.. i know i know... just let me rant... just let me make up stupid excuses... i dont wana hear stupid cliches nothing will make me happy right now. i do wana get out of the house but then i remember another thing that fucks my life up. i cant drive...my heart hurts so bad. far worse than anything ive gone thru far worse. i wish he would have been like my ex and have cheated on me so i could hate him. i love him more than ever...hes not an asshole hes not a jerk.. if anything hes mature and the most caring person anyone could ever hope to know. thanks kolin..thanks for letting me be a part of your life. and letting me experience sucha precious memories. ill always love you and wait for the day when youd return if thatd ever happen...
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[16 Oct 2007|02:32am] |
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so alooott has happend i broke up with that douche that you see me all happy go lucky with down on my recent posts. we dated for 2 1/2 yrs and then he CHEATED ON ME! GAAYY! but im wayy over it and have been dating the most wonderful man named KOLIN!! <3333 we've been together for almost 3 months now :DDD hes so wonderful and real :D hee COSPLAYS TOO!! M<33 so hows everyone been? its been forever missed you guys member im on MYSPACE heres my link: add mee
www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith
miss you all love you1! heres me and my hunny :33
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[30 Apr 2007|12:09am] |
omfg wow again its been almso t ayear since i ve posted but ima try to get back on if you wanna catch up with me please goto my myspace:
www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith
Thanks so much :DD
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| MEOW!!! =^.^= I LOVE DEG |
[06 Apr 2005|11:52am] |
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w0000t prom is near!!! my bf and i are goin! i bought the ticket already and and i got my prom dress and everything!!! sorry for not posting things have been hectic. I went to london with OPUS! it was lots of fun! except the hotel sucked...oh well. Girls choir and Boys choir both got first place! our combined choir got second and everyone was bummed except me i was just glad to place. they dont let one choir win everything anyway oh well ^.^ being a senior is extremely tough what with keeping high grades and paying for all the senior stuff like prom stuff and graduation stuff not to mention OPUS in general. lmao! oh well i know im not making much sense im just glad to be able to write again and say hi. my dad's comp is down so i have to post at school. well i better go before the teacher finds im not just looking up pictures of kimonos^.^;;; see yas! oh and i'll post pics of london and pics from Megacon which if i havent i'll tell you about later! cyz!!<33333333
PS i got Dir en Grey's NEW ALBUM!!! (withering to death *i dunno if i spelled it right*)
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1. What time did you get up this Morning?--- uhhh i dunno around 7 ish?
2. Diamonds or pearls?--- Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? --- phantom of the opera...what else?
4. What is your favorite TV show? ---NARUTO!!!!
5. What did you have for breakfast?---- hmmm....cereal...exciting eh?
6. What is your middle name? ---- Anne
7. What is your favorite cuisine? ---- Japanese
8. What foods do you dislike? ---- Steak,tomatoes,potatoes,mushrooms etc.
9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? ---- hmm Naruto soundtrack
10. What kind of car do you drive? --- hahaha thats funny XP
12. What characteristics do you despise? ---- Arrogance and Stupidity
14. Favorite item of clothing?---- Kimono ...DUH!
15. If you could go anywhere on vacation where would it be? ---- If you knew me you'd already know that answer...for those who don't...JAPAN!!!
16. What color is your bathroom? ---- Peach and green with some purple
17. Favorite brand of clothing? ---- xhileration
18. Where would you retire to? ---- ::coughs: JAPAN!!!in like Osaka or sumthing
19. Favorite time of day: ---- Night time sleep is gooooood
20. What was your most memorable birthday? --- 16th because my buds took me out for a never ending supply of chicken nuggets from mcdonalds lol
21. Where were you born? ....... West Palm Beach at St Mary's hospital
22. Favorite sport to watch? ---- Karate and Taikwondo...another DUH
23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? ---- hmm since im not really sending this who cares?
24. Person you expect to send it back first? ---- uhh Jenna? since she's really the only person who reads my stupid posts? oh and warumono XD!
25. What fabric softener do you use? ---- uh….what? lol no idea
26. Coke or Pepsi? ---- neither GREEN TEA ALL THE WAY!!<3333
27. Are you a morning person? ---- NO WAY!
28. What is your shoe size? ---- 6.5 or 7
29. Do you have a pet? ---- I used to have 2 cats and 2 bunnies but cats ran away and we gave away my bunnies ='(
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family and
friends? ---- Uhhh...I'm going to London? and holy crap i FINALLY sang my solo in concert CORRECTLY!! woo go me!
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| muahahahaha...IM STILL A NINJA!!!! |
[11 Feb 2005|11:58pm] |
| How to make a redburrito |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
1 part humour
1 part |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[05 Feb 2005|08:07pm] |
sorry so short but lifes been busy busy busy!
went to Kaito twice yesterday with danialle and the wasabi group haha. i FINALLY got my naruto head band from ken whom so graciously let me borrow this for the sakura costume! THANKS KEN!!! lately ive been working my butt off for london so that i can have plenty to spend including for megacon and ren fest... oh well. hope it all works out for me. sorry i gots hw to finish ill ttyl !! <333333
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[31 Jan 2005|09:22pm] |
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just spending time with bf right now. school sucks im actually learning how to drive isnt that pathetic? oh well i couldnt help it. this summer im gonna go up to gainesville cuz soon enough that place will be my home. i dun want to leave but i dont want to stay either. omfg my eye is twitching!!!! >.
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[20 Jan 2005|10:44pm] |
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had a good day but was kinda boring. my baby got to fight kendo!!! i was like WTF?! and you didnt invite me?!! i wouldnt have been able to go anyway cuz i had work >.< grrr i wanna do it. i might just get thursdays off so i can go too or maybe on tuesday. he kicked all the asses of the people there that he fought against. ^.^! he's awesome! and it was his first time too! SUGOI NE?!! lol! weet i gots a sessy AND a strong bf ^.^ oh well i gots to type up some vocab so i g2g. love you alls ^.^ <333333
Te amo mi amor!
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wow busy life...ok anyway so ya went to my bf's today i find myself spending every day there lol! im obsessed what can i say ^.^;;
we watched naruto like a marathon. luckily i've seen the fist like 10 episodes so i fell asleep next to him during them. it was cute to watch his expressions when something exciting or funny came on the screen ^.^! to cute! anyway so ya i FINALLY watched the second DVD of arjuna which i will say is UBER cool!!!! i need the third one!!! its like a super hero saving the earth from natural casues like pollution and shi...i know sounds like a captain planet rip off but u really get into it and end up not wanting to eat a burger for like EVER >..< grr ill be on early dont u worry joey!!! school is gonna be a bitch this semester cuz i have science and american gov and then economicas later on. tennis will be my only stress breaker ^^ cuz ill just attack with the pretty yellow round objects^.^;;; anyway so ya im talking to my beloved so ill ttyl ^^
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sorry for such a delay in posting. i've been uber busy with school (exams) work and new BF whom i LOVEEE! anywayz so ya i met his aunt and uncle and cousin today and went bowling. it was loads of fun but i had to go home early cuz i have to keep the ok with the rents. last night i hung with my best bud jenna. i even got help with excersizing which i need to do in case i start getttin fat but also ned to stay in shape ^.^;;; anywayz so im tired!!! son ima go....oh ya my grades were awesome and NO MORE WEATHERLY!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! 3 A's and one B XD!!! okie g2g cyz TTYL! I love you shayank!! night night!
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