Britani's Memories

hahah what a loser i was xD

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 05:34:03 GMT

sorry for horribly depressing entries my gawd... U love and u lose it sucks but move on. ^.^ still single now and im proud of it :D ive been focusing on myself from then on and getting my life together before i rush into love again. i love being in love dont get me wrong but i wanna love myself first. I got lots of plans. getting a SD dollfie girl get a car a place of my own. get school done get a nice job and then all the lovey shit can happen ahaha tho it never seems to go that easy...oh well im happy to be me and if none wants to be with me so be it. if they do then so be it. im happy surrounding myself in my dorkiness like tamagotchis, cosplay,anime and video games. sorrry to make everyone all down when they read my stupid girly entries! but its ok forget about em! if u wanna know mroe about me goto

www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith
or look me on facebook

Britani Farley

:DD PEACE!!!!

yay im 21

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:25:28 GMT

now i can buy the alcohol and forget everything for a little while...

might as well update this.

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:18:43 GMT

another day another heart broken. im starting out this new year alone. i dont hate him for leaving me. i do understand why. i know theres not a damn thing i can do to hold onto this love. jsut sucks when i try so fucking hard to love someone and finally let them love me. what does love mean anyway? it only means to give your heart to the fullest and hold tight to ever precious memory. dont waste life dont waste the time you have with others. im scared im just scared ill stay this way forever. i know its not true i just feel my absolute lowest... i wana hide ina dark box and never come out. its not fair that the most precious things have to be ripped from me just because of life. i know he'll be busy i know there wont be any time for me. i know hes not ready.. i know i know... just let me rant... just let me make up stupid excuses... i dont wana hear stupid cliches nothing will make me happy right now. i do wana get out of the house but then i remember another thing that fucks my life up. i cant drive...my heart hurts so bad. far worse than anything ive gone thru far worse. i wish he would have been like my ex and have cheated on me so i could hate him. i love him more than ever...hes not an asshole hes not a jerk.. if anything hes mature and the most caring person anyone could ever hope to know. thanks kolin..thanks for letting me be a part of your life. and letting me experience sucha precious memories. ill always love you and wait for the day when youd return if thatd ever happen...

LOL so i tihnk i post once every 5 years XD

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 06:42:27 GMT

so alooott has happend i broke up with that douche that you see me all happy go lucky with down on my recent posts. we dated for 2 1/2 yrs and then he CHEATED ON ME! GAAYY! but im wayy over it and have been dating the most wonderful man named KOLIN!! <3333 we've been together for almost 3 months now :DDD hes so wonderful and real :D hee COSPLAYS TOO!! M<33 so hows everyone been? its been forever missed you guys member im on MYSPACE heres my link: add mee

www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith

miss you all love you1! heres me and my hunny :33

<33

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 04:10:14 GMT

omfg wow again its been almso t ayear since i ve posted but ima try to get back on if you wanna catch up with me please goto my myspace:

www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith

Thanks so much :DD

wow...

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 02:21:59 GMT

holy crap its been a while... sorry guys prom has passed and so has graduation..its time for college woot and getting old ^^ lmao
i just cam back from a convention AFO 6 weeee i dressed really cool and will post pics later i was temari from naruto and Freya from chobits ^^ i think they were both a big hit yay !! um but for now i can show you my prom pics and then you should just check out my MY SPACE

www.myspace.com/rikkusfaith

i think thats it but just goto myspace.com and search for rikkusfaith ok? enjoy

MEOW!!! =^.^= I LOVE DEG

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 16:02:03 GMT

w0000t prom is near!!! my bf and i are goin! i bought the ticket already and and i got my prom dress and everything!!! sorry for not posting things have been hectic. I went to london with OPUS! it was lots of fun! except the hotel sucked...oh well. Girls choir and Boys choir both got first place! our combined choir got second and everyone was bummed except me i was just glad to place. they dont let one choir win everything anyway oh well ^.^ being a senior is extremely tough what with keeping high grades and paying for all the senior stuff like prom stuff and graduation stuff not to mention OPUS in general. lmao! oh well i know im not making much sense im just glad to be able to write again and say hi. my dad's comp is down so i have to post at school. well i better go before the teacher finds im not just looking up pictures of kimonos^.^;;; see yas! oh and i'll post pics of london and pics from Megacon which if i havent i'll tell you about later! cyz!!<33333333

PS i got Dir en Grey's NEW ALBUM!!! (withering to death *i dunno if i spelled it right*)

look at my fetuses!

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:33:28 GMT

I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I adopted a cute lil' pikachu fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I adopted a cute lil' kitty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:17:16 GMT

1. What time did you get up this Morning?--- uhhh i dunno around 7 ish?

2. Diamonds or pearls?--- Diamonds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? --- phantom of the opera...what else?

4. What is your favorite TV show? ---NARUTO!!!!

5. What did you have for breakfast?---- hmmm....cereal...exciting eh?

6. What is your middle name? ---- Anne

7. What is your favorite cuisine? ---- Japanese

8. What foods do you dislike? ---- Steak,tomatoes,potatoes,mushrooms etc.

9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? ---- hmm Naruto soundtrack

10. What kind of car do you drive? --- hahaha thats funny XP

12. What characteristics do you despise? ---- Arrogance and Stupidity

14. Favorite item of clothing?---- Kimono ...DUH!
15. If you could go anywhere on vacation where would it be? ---- If you knew me you'd already know that answer...for those who don't...JAPAN!!!

16. What color is your bathroom? ---- Peach and green with some purple

17. Favorite brand of clothing? ---- xhileration

18. Where would you retire to? ---- ::coughs: JAPAN!!!in like Osaka or sumthing

19. Favorite time of day: ---- Night time sleep is gooooood

20. What was your most memorable birthday? --- 16th because my buds took me out for a never ending supply of chicken nuggets from mcdonalds lol

21. Where were you born? ....... West Palm Beach at St Mary's hospital

22. Favorite sport to watch? ---- Karate and Taikwondo...another DUH

23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? ---- hmm since im not really sending this who cares?

24. Person you expect to send it back first? ---- uhh Jenna? since she's really the only person who reads my stupid posts? oh and warumono XD!

25. What fabric softener do you use? ---- uh….what? lol no idea

26. Coke or Pepsi? ---- neither GREEN TEA ALL THE WAY!!<3333

27. Are you a morning person? ---- NO WAY!

28. What is your shoe size? ---- 6.5 or 7

29. Do you have a pet? ---- I used to have 2 cats and 2 bunnies but cats ran away and we gave away my bunnies ='(
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family and
friends? ---- Uhhh...I'm going to London? and holy crap i FINALLY sang my solo in concert CORRECTLY!! woo go me!

muahahahaha...IM STILL A NINJA!!!!

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 04:58:50 GMT

How to make a redburrito

Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

1 part humour

1 part

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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holy crap that sucks...

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 01:25:23 GMT

yay!

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 01:09:17 GMT

sorry so short but lifes been busy busy busy!
went to Kaito twice yesterday with danialle and the wasabi group haha. i FINALLY got my naruto head band from ken whom so graciously let me borrow this for the sakura costume! THANKS KEN!!! lately ive been working my butt off for london so that i can have plenty to spend including for megacon and ren fest... oh well. hope it all works out for me. sorry i gots hw to finish ill ttyl !! <333333

weet school sux0rz

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 20:34:11 GMT

just spending time with bf right now. school sucks im actually learning how to drive isnt that pathetic? oh well i couldnt help it. this summer im gonna go up to gainesville cuz soon enough that place will be my home. i dun want to leave but i dont want to stay either. omfg my eye is twitching!!!! >.

yo dawg! what up G?! Damn SCRATE!!!! XD!!!

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 04:54:02 GMT

You scored as Ghetto gangsta.

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Ghetto gangsta

81%

Loner

69%

Drama nerd

56%

Punk/Rebel

56%

Goth

19%

Geek

19%

Stoner

13%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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cen we say... DUH!!!!!!!<3333

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 03:53:42 GMT

or as shy says "damn straight!"

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	Inseperable
Your meeting was by	Luck
They are your	Best Friend
You are their	One and only
Your love will	Last for all eternity

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hw and work sucks

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 03:48:46 GMT

had a good day but was kinda boring. my baby got to fight kendo!!! i was like WTF?! and you didnt invite me?!! i wouldnt have been able to go anyway cuz i had work >.< grrr i wanna do it. i might just get thursdays off so i can go too or maybe on tuesday. he kicked all the asses of the people there that he fought against. ^.^! he's awesome! and it was his first time too! SUGOI NE?!! lol! weet i gots a sessy AND a strong bf ^.^ oh well i gots to type up some vocab so i g2g. love you alls ^.^ <333333
Te amo mi amor!

lmao thats cuz i was out with me bf!! woohoo!

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 03:54:40 GMT

The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005

During the outage I wandered the city streets aimlessly pondering the meaning of life without LiveJournal.

What did you do?

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mew =^.^=

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 03:49:43 GMT

wow busy life...ok anyway so ya went to my bf's today i find myself spending every day there lol! im obsessed what can i say ^.^;;
we watched naruto like a marathon. luckily i've seen the fist like 10 episodes so i fell asleep next to him during them. it was cute to watch his expressions when something exciting or funny came on the screen ^.^! to cute! anyway so ya i FINALLY watched the second DVD of arjuna which i will say is UBER cool!!!! i need the third one!!! its like a super hero saving the earth from natural casues like pollution and shi...i know sounds like a captain planet rip off but u really get into it and end up not wanting to eat a burger for like EVER >..< grr ill be on early dont u worry joey!!! school is gonna be a bitch this semester cuz i have science and american gov and then economicas later on. tennis will be my only stress breaker ^^ cuz ill just attack with the pretty yellow round objects^.^;;; anyway so ya im talking to my beloved so ill ttyl ^^

i wish

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 05:19:21 GMT

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Sun, 16 Jan 2005 05:16:44 GMT

sorry for such a delay in posting. i've been uber busy with school (exams) work and new BF whom i LOVEEE! anywayz so ya i met his aunt and uncle and cousin today and went bowling. it was loads of fun but i had to go home early cuz i have to keep the ok with the rents. last night i hung with my best bud jenna. i even got help with excersizing which i need to do in case i start getttin fat but also ned to stay in shape ^.^;;; anywayz so im tired!!! son ima go....oh ya my grades were awesome and NO MORE WEATHERLY!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! 3 A's and one B XD!!! okie g2g cyz TTYL! I love you shayank!! night night!

mew

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 18:28:34 GMT

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

HAAAPPPPYY HAAPPPYYY

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 03:24:05 GMT

Have a Happy New year everyone! i'll be hangin with my bud mike a. for the holiday so jsut wanted to post saying happy holidays and keep safe ok? ima try my best to make sure nothing happens to mike ;) or me so keep prayin for meh ok?> ill do the same for the rest of ya ^^

awwyy ::watches news:: TSUNAMIS R EVIL!!!

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 03:31:00 GMT

know the news never seems to have anything good to say...i was watchin the news and they were talking about this horrible Tsunami that hit asia...i was like omg!! ::almost spilling ehr oriental flavored ramen:: i went and sat down to watch a story about all these ppl near the indian ocean i believe(yknow with sri lanka india and what not) get killed by a huge tidal wave. ive never seen a real one not really but the video was as close as i ever wanted to get to one. it killed over a thousand ppl but i hope im exaggerating. even a couple on their honey moon were put in the hospital. it just goes to show that nature aka God ain't playing around anymore. i believe he's got some plans for this world what with our hurricanes. japan's earth quakes and monsoons, and india's tsunamis it's rediculous but what r we gonna do? we cant even prevent them from happening. heck we can barely warn the ppl that they r even occuring until about 15 mins before they hit MAYBE! it scares me to wonder what is gonna happen to us. like maybe i should be writing my will in stone so it will make it through what nature's got. maybe i should tell everyone i love them sooooooo uber much before something scarey happens. i dont wanna think like that and i hope it never comes down to that. i love life and dont want anything to happen to those i love or hate or not even know. i lvoe you all please keep safe ok?? grr its like dejavu i member having lots of dreams about tidal waves and me flying away from them just in time. i wonder if that will happen in real life....?

awwyy ::watches news:: TSUNAMIS R EVIL!!!

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 03:31:00 GMT

muahahah watch out im legal!!! >.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 18:43:49 GMT

hello again! holy crap i dont feel much different being 18 except my parents became even stricter...bastards >.< wtfim supposed to get MORE priveleges like lenience(cant spell)!
ugh this would be a WHOLE lot better if i just had a car!!!! then i could go where i please! like BORDERS!!!! lmao!! oh well..
for my bday i got kingdom hearts :chains of memories: and a new cell phone but i havent gotten the cell phone YET! im also gettin Kyo's poem book but it has to get sent!! its not here yet :sobs: grr
i got to goto a japnese restaurant but it wasnt the3 one i liked. it was called Bento. thats like a modern japanese fast food place. but they dont have the atmosphere that i like. the one i wanted to goto was called kotobuki.u evn get to sit on the floor. bento doesnt even have HOT greentea O.O!!!!
omg did i tell u!? my aunt got me a loui veton(cant spell yet again) purse!!! thats like uber expensive but i guess i need a nice purse since after this year ill be heading off to college::sobs::
yes our lil brit is growin up...slowly..but surely XD!! ok well i got stuff to do luv you all!!! :hugs::